January 24, 2006

What if it all ended soon? :(

54 days n counting .... have max fun... wat the hell!!!! ..

"naaluvarsham ayi orimichu ozighi kondu erruna e puzha eni 64 ya pirum" ( translation - the river that has been flowing together for the last 4 years wil now split up into 64 parts) ...

this was that i saw today morning on the board in our class... :-<>:) .. but wat the hell ... why should we have to keep a count on all tat?? it makes me n all o the rest o em so ... sad?.. no .. an understatement.. we all go all silent when we even think o it.... the college life is coming to an end... GOD NO!!!!!!!! wat the hell!

after all ... (agent) smith was right.. always right.... (i hate that tho) .. "everything that has a beginning has an end". No.. this aint fair (again smith says that {jus a statement} ) ... but its true after all..

well.. let me jus look a lil back ... 3.5 years back.... when I joined college.. I didnt have a very fun filled school life till the 9-10th std.. no steady friends n all... and then a REALLY strong friendship in 3 guys... well.. tat made my school-life fun.. and made me feel all upset when i had to give up the school life .. and move on to college... all those 3 were in different parts o the country... was all upset for the 1st few months o coll.. never really opened up to any1 .. shy ,as i am since 20 sep 1984, never really made gr8 friends.. then eventually ... as a rule o nature.. or somethin... i did make "friends" (then... ) .. in 3 ppl... (now my best friends).. after tat .. i never really felt like i missed school.. almost forgot abt it.. not my school friends tho...

Coll life wasnt all tat hip.... well..DUH.. its rajagiri after all... year 1 did give me these 3 really good friends... then in 2nd year... i added to those 3 .. one more... these 4 ppl form the core around which i am ... (no.. not tat i don have any other friends... i am virtually connected to all o em in my class.. and many in my coll... )..

oh again... these are all random thoughts... jus typing em in as them come to my mind....

well.. its final sem now.. and it was jus tat time when all o us were gettin really close to each other ... and right when it was all perfect... this message ... AGGRRH.. a scary reminder that the fun is going to end all too soon...

some might say - "the net is there".. "we are placed in the same company" .. no... once we leave this place.. its all going to change.. all this happened when school was gettin over as well.. barely few ppl keep in touch... :|

well... guess it has to happen someday... have to enjoy it while it lasts.. ... *HUGE SIGH*..


but...

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jus wish it stayed a bit longer......................

:)>- wit a :-<

love ya all.. whoever is reading this....

12 comments:

Calvin said...

See Dude the fact is this is life,it keeps on moving on.it never will or has stayed still.And Agent Smith was wrong,nothing ever has to end,it just changes,into something different.Better or Worse depends.But things don't have to end....The Fear you have today will go away,don't worry.chears

joey said...

my dad always tells moi"to meet and then to love and then to part,tats human nature"..BoY O BoY aint he right..well yes we are all going to take different routes..god knows where??in a few years frm now most o the girls will ave got married and the guys will be all busy hunting for girls;-)..and yes wat i believe in"there is no point in worrying bout mrow..cause mrow will take care o itselves"..so enjoy each day as it comes:D

Sp^wN_0F_S^T^N said...

HMMM!

64 ppl in ur class...:O #:-S

Nothin u can do 'bout it, just accept it n' move on....

Oracle to n3o: By the time you finish that cookie, you'll feel as right as rain.

Me to THIS n3o: By the time you get out of ur old college and start anew elsewhere.....you'll feel as right as rain.

>:)>-

duttan said...

hmm. u like the place eh?

i am waiting for this to get over.

i wasn't at all nostalgic when school got over.

korn said...

64 peeps...that indeed is a lot maybe cos i come from a batch of 14. single division. :)

well my school is coming to an end as it seems i aint a person that goes emotional or nething but the other people are and come to think of it seeing their sentiments as i and some of em have studied together for abt 10 or 11 yrs now and all of us cept one b**** whom i hate and has mutual feelings on the basis of hatred are pretty close friends, i admit its a little sad:( but hey i dont care

well u said it is all going to change and damn right it is going to either that or u can stick around to get an extra degree or sumthin

reminds me of the u2 song - Walk on

Achilles said...

Buddy it all depends on the part u play in the whole "system"... the more u r connected to the "system" the more is it difficult 2 detach urself later
well my dad follows tht policy
since he works abraod he visits us once in a year for 2 months
during tht time he isnt much of close with us
only when i grew up did my mom tell me tht he used 2 do tht on purpose
coz the more he interacts & becomes close with us ,the more he will find it difficult when its time 2 leave
now i understand what he trully meant
when its time 2 separate & go our own ways i realise the truth

>|' ; '| said...

ditto duttan

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